saying goodbye

i never thought saying goodbye could be hard for me.
all this while, when i get bored, i will just move on and said goodbye to the current one.
til the previous one before this.

i was so busy chasing after the new one. i forgot how happy i was when i was with the old one. the happiness of holding him in my palm. how excited im to find out everything that i can..

i neglected him. i was careless. i keep looking for a new one. i got it but i never expected myself to be so down.

as i turned it off, i actually cried. why? i dont know. you tell me.

so i guess all the hype was all gone.

ps: im not talking about boyfriend as in a real human boyfriend. but to me, all of the above are my boyfriend and i love every single one. A LOT