re-define

according to expert (im not the expert, dont worry), to attract the opposite sex, you must 1st, forgot all the previous relationship and hardship (hurt). thats mean dont be scared of getting hurt, *again.. and then there are a few other steps which i totally choose to ignore than to blog about. because im just lazy, you people can go and google it. my main point is according to the expert, you will have to grab a pen and a paper and start listing down the criteria of a man you want and the ideal relationship that you need. from there, find a man that fills those qualification.

thats what we call, redefine. we re-assess, re-think and re-consider what we really want and what we really need. reality may defer from dreams. and after experiments of the failed relationship, we might just know better.

and so, i did. redefine, that what they call. to me, it is just mere falling for another un-humanly, unreachable and far untouchable person..yes, because i couldnt see a guy now..the world is merely black and white to me. nothing interest me. well, again, exclude the unhumanly human part. because i found a new road. this guy ->

insanely pretty.

insanely hot.


insanely angelic voice.

well, lets clear this up. i wasn't such a pretty boy kinda of girl. meaning i never was into pretty guy. i will just shrieked and awed "hell, he is pretty. he is prettier than me. he is even pretties than miss malaysia. amber chia lost 100x"... but i never crazy after them. until recently this guy got its way to me. i know him long time ago but to admit i like him, just ewh...

HE IS NOT JUST PRETTY....he is f****** hot with his tattoo, earring, blonde hair lying in the bathtub. seriously i dont mind being the man if my bf is him... haha more points for him? he cooks and he cleans...like seriously good...and hell, he.is.muscular.with.a.hot.body. THAT IS 120% SCORE..

now, tell me, where to find guys like this?? because of this type of creature (*i mean human) i went colour-blind..so now are you going to change your type too??