24th

it makes no sense to me anymore. wasn't any special. wasn't exclusive anymore. it never was and i hope that it will. it will be a bit depressing if it won't in the future, isn't it? same ole night, same old day. the sun rises and sets the same place. it has been the same for the past 24 years. people gets up in the morning, goes to work and sleep when the day ends.

it holds no special meaning to me but to celebrate the day i was born 24 years old..the only thing is "wow, that was very long ago." i dont usually get excited for this day, only during university times, you have people that you called friends to celebrate and get excited about this day. cakes and fun was inevitable. mobile phone got unusually noisy with notification and your social network page got crammed with words and wishes. they mean good, i know. of course, i'm glad that they did so.

family tradition doesn't used to have cakes. cakes also not a big thing of mine. they will only have dinner together. a get together. the only thing to look forward because it hard to get everyone together nowadays. present is even far during days like this. my folks prefer food to their stomach.. :)

as much as i do not like cake, i also want to have candles lighten for me to make wish with sincere heart of mine and blowing it off like no tomorrow for the god to grant at least one of my wish. candles is always good. i know what i exactly need to wish for and god should know better than me that i need it to be granted.

anyway, happy birthday to myself.

ps. i do not why i'm so emo today.really.