so me~

Nothing hurts more than realizing he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.

"..its funny how we ignore those who want us, want those who ignore us, love those who hurt us, and hurt those who love us."

sometimes you just need someone.
someone to make you smile when you're sad.
someone to tell you you're beautiful.
someone to look forward to seeing you every day.
someone to call you every night.
someone to say i love you and mean it.
sometimes you just need someone.


"the one thing i can't understand is how you could have the heart to break mine."

why do we fall for someone who isn’t really for us? Should we blame ourselves for falling with the wrong one? Or should we blame the one we fell in love cause he made us feel that they’re the right one.

I can't give up on you. Not yet. It seems like every time I think I can live without having you, you make me fall even deeper. You drive me crazy in that way. I can't let go of you, but what's harder is that I can't have you

" You have been my one, I have been your some one, you have been my everything, I have been your something, you have been my first and last, I have been the one you don't even remember anymore. "

" What you said stayed in my head, it keeps lingering around, but it doesn't mean that you remember it too. "

Wanting him is hard to get. Loving him is hard to regret. Losing him is hard to accept. But with all the hurt i've felt, letting go is the most painful yet.

"You've lied to me, I didn't care.
You took advantage of me, I didn't care.
You've made me cry, I didn't care.
Why, because I loved you.
But when you brought another into your heart, I started caring."

"Don't say you're stupid when you fail a test
call yourself dumb when you cant let go even though he has already left"

i always thought it was dumb for him to pick me in the first place,
im not special, i never was, never will be
he just make me believe i was and
broke my heart when he finally realized i wasnt...

im tat gullible to cry to a song that reminds me of you,
im tat stubborn for not listen to my friend tat might not be the one...
and im tat innocent for falling in love with a guy like you..
but my feelings are no longer in my control

"Sometimes we don't ever stop loving someone. We just learn to live without them."

' People say that the bad memories cause the most pain, but actually it`s the good ones that drive you insane. '

' In time, the pain will heal. This shattered heart will slowly be glued and taped together. But the scar will always remain. '

Saddest thing in life is loving someone who used to love you. Past cant be forgotten, present wont be memorable and future cant be seen.

what's so me, you asked???
it is so me to get emo in the middle of night, not sleeping and went crazy all this quotes..those in red are very very applicable and seriously like so true...

but i came across this that make me :)

When you lose someone you love, you gain an angel you know. ~ Oprah Winfrey

hmm...i know i got a lot guardian angels because my grandpas and grandmas are all watching over me...but i lost him too, where the guardian comes from?? my grandpas and grandmas are different cases since they passed away...but i lost him in another sense...hmm got me thinking whole night...damn these sleepless night...working OT pulak..

T.T
suddenly thought of another angel..a broken angel..imperfect angel.....

damn you !!!!