trust~

people just know their ways to annoyed the hell out of me...
well done, people..

im on my way to boutique with my mom to have a look on some new arrival stock so that i can keep it for CNY and this people just have to sms me to annoy me...and im not talking about chew yee that im coincidently sms-ing before i left the house..annoyed at this person because firstly he din get my number with permission..he checked the gf's phone to check my number..wtf??? no mouth to ask?? but then i forgave him because he did ask in fb but i gave the wrong number..and he sms me for some good intention...

but then he seriously annoyed me when he tried to pried some personal information about the gf..hey, arent you supposed to trust your gf?? and why are you trusting me??

from my previous experience, we should trust no one and absolutely no one, not even those you called friends..and speaking from experience, one is very likely to blame the friends for anything if there is something went wrong..even if the friend is innocent..human nature, to pushes the blame..so i wasnt in favour and it is against my principle to answer his question and i ask him to trust his gf..

and he replied me that he loves her a lot, only that he doesnt believe her answer...and i went like "wtf.damn you for still calling yourself her bf..you better break up with her then"...i exploded and i admit im bad for asking him to break up with her but if he dont trust her then why bother be with her..she deserves someone better i think..and he even dare to draw a conclusion from my unwillingness to answer him....guys like him can totally go fuck the wall, you get what i mean??totally useless type and a total jerk..not only he dont trust her, he even being unfair to her...

and i wasnt goin to let him do that to my friend.and so i told him the truth. the truth that he need to know but wasnt supposely coming from me..but i have to and i had to break my promise so that he wont misunderstood and i couldnt stand looking or hearing my friend crying again...


should all the girl do that for them to trust us??? and i thought only the girls should not the trust the guys that much???

hmm my perception..still got a lot to learn and a long journey to go..no wonder im such a failure in relationship..and my mood totally gone..so im positive about going kl to shop.. :(