i should be sleeping 1 1/2hrs ago but i guess im insomniac again..
instead of enjoying the joyful & happy merry christmas, im emo-ing...
i cant get it out of my mind this question :-
who are they to make decision for me??why they always make their own decision for me without asking me or considering whether i like it or not?? what is the reasons for them to do so??
i know they concern about me but this is making it harder for me...it is not getting any easier...
shall i go pray at temple?? day by day i think my day is getting harder..it is not as simple as it used to be anymore..at points i really thought of bursting but i kept it inside & tryin hard to dissappoint anyone but i can't be the actress in the limelight all the times...there are times where i want to be off the stage too...
i cant zz but extreme tired..damn suffer..
ReplyDeletedont be sad, angry or disappointed. this is the thing we face in our life, i might sounds like a "ah pek" now but "kan kai dian la". if really dont like it, jz tell them how u feel, peacefully and not raising ur voice. tat should make the trick. anyway stay happy n smile la.
ReplyDeletedaniel