2008..

so fast time flew..someway somehow i like it yet i feel sad that the time passes so fast..but it is a good thing...i have the sudden urge for going through what i've been through for the year..need the memoirs of it..

it still fresh in my mind, almost like yesterday when im grumbling about my 2nd sem gamma year final paper was on 2th january 2008..who the hell wanna study when everyone celebrating new year?? but then i was because of my final paper..

2008...definitely not a good year nor a happy one..shibian, skipping class, camp, meetings here and there until sem 3 ends..then starting 1st sem of delta year..as usual skipping class, meetings here and there, arguments with my group leader though im his assistant..land law, company law seems to heavy but then still gotta go on..

had a few birthday celebrations..somewhere somehow i feel that is when all the miserable things started to happen...had the worst birthday ever because it was spend overnight at Garden City due to a friend's encounter with scary stuff at her house..then the next day shibian continues then the whole day went looking for temple to pray..for god sake, it was my freaking 21st birthday...

been in a relationship for the first time in my 21years of my life..fallen out of the relationship..torn friendship that couldnt never been mended, insonmania, depression...everything seems to have turned upside down...

family problem, academic problem..god has a way of teaching me to be strong..tears has been a taboo to me for i dont like crying, ironically the god make me realized tears is something make special for woman, to cry out all her pain..He also teaches me never ever believe in anybody else even though they are you bestfriend..

party & playing like crazy..spent money like crazy as well..funny thing is i din study like crazy but i did have a few worst breakdown since the last time i did which was around 6 yrs ago..

but He also has shown me a better things..what doesnt kill you makes you stronger..now i realized i wasnt that strong like i thought i was..im a weak person too..but i will try hard not to be that weak anymore..

year 2009 is coming..in a few hours more..like the header said "many people look forward to the new year for a new start on old habits so stop look for the old habit and start a new habit instead"..

and so im looking forward for 2009..year 2008 definitely sucks like hell...but i'll make sure my 2009 wouldnt be that **crossed my finger and prayed hard**...

anyway guys...

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 !!!!!!

cheers...

p/s: ooo did i mention for the first time i did something to my hair beside cutting it??yeah....i did something to it but im not showing because it is kinda hideous..and please look forward for the new me..haha im kinda happy though my post still kinda emo..this is because i did something that nobody thought i was capable of doin it...