terrifying~~

OMG.....i cant believe myself....
after nitez of non-peaceful zzz,i actually a fool to even dare to think that i can get a peaceful sleep last night..
because last night raining heavily when i hit the bed...
-___-''' so u cant blame for having the thought..
that was til i got awaken by a dream...

i was like praying to god to save me from the thought...
i never ever EVER thought i can actually dream of that *&%&^$%^$# person...
EWWWWW.....
some more dream about him as my s/o....
EWWWWWWW x75465601
that is like never....

i actually enjoyed zzz with heavy rain..
but due to that dream,i rather wake up to the cruel reality than to stay in there...
god bless me...forgive all my sins...
SERIOUSLY....

when i wake up i was like....

because scientifically when you dream of someone...
either you been thinkin about him too hard...
or you subconsciously thinkin about him...
either way...you ARE thinkin about him...
but in REALITY,i din even think about him..
i BARELY know him...
i NEVER, did spoke to him but barely a few words exchanged..
worst, people got gf dy 1 la...
truth, he WAS NOT,IS NOT & WILL NEVER be my type..
AND he breaks the 'D' principle..
.
.
.
so definitely NO AWAY....

so DEAR GOD, i'll pray...
i'll do good..


please let me have a peaceful night...
another night of this kind of dream, i rather die...

someone please slap me awake if i still dream of him...
if i dream of his 'hengtai' then ok lah...
but it is him....
sorry, GOD...
i have to say this..
ewwww.....

GOD BLESS ME........

to that person:- please get out of my dream...i never harm you[except i did something about you] so dont disturb me zzz-ing...T.T
to his hengtai:- you better get your fren out of my life..unless u wanna be part of it..but then dun be the dream part, be the reality part...bye bye~~