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November 23, 2008

make a wish~

have you ever come across this situation before??

(a) you saw a falling star and you make wish upon it believing that it will grant your wish??



(b) have you ever have a birthday cake & you make a wish before you blew off the candles??


(c) have your mummy ever tell you that if you saw a rainbow, you will have good luck??


(d) ever feel weird when you were in ferris wheel hanging halfway on sky & your friend asks you to make a wish when you reach the top??

(e) ever come across the four-leaves flower that can bring supremely good luck??

if you ever come across all this, congrats...you have one similarity with me?? proud?? happy??
not so fast,pals....because you might feels a fool after reading this..
if you still want to keep the fairy-tale part of you, i suggest you close the browser...
if you still want to continue then dun blame me when you read my post & feel i'm childish for writing this..
i have my reasons...

i remembered when im still a kid, me and my cousins will always sit down somewhere especially on the top of car & look at the star..counting the star,reaching it with our small palms..my cousin used to tell me that the brightest star is always like his mommy looking after him from far as he is not living with his mommy..& so i believed that the star is always my guardian..my protector...

whenever i have birthday celebration, a cake is must..especially since i came to mmu...before blowing off the candles & spreading your saliva for everyone to share, isnt it is a tradition to close your eyes, clasps your hand and make a wish..so did i..every year,every cake..the wishes is make with sincerity...

one day, a girl who is in super bad mood & depressed,not eating fine, not sleeping well...while in car, she saw a rainbow...a double rainbow..the 1st rainbow is a complete rainbow..
ah girl: waa, look at the rainbow..so pretty..double somemore..and look the 1st 1 is complete rainbow..
mommy: oh ya...pretty right...rainbow is suppose to bring good luck...so i guess we will have double good luck...
ah girl: izzit?? i never know this...izzit true??izzit will bring good luck??izzit will bring happiness??
mommy: well if your good luck is suppose to bring happiness, then yes...
ah girl: :D x1000000000000

two silly people who scared of height is in a kid ferris wheel...dun ask me why they went for the ride when they obviously scared of it...
person 1: ah ma,i wan go down...
person 2: dun bising liao la..we oredy in it..look, the boy din even make noise...both of us is embarassing leh..
-skipped all the unnessecary conversation-
person 1: they said when you reach the top of the ferris wheel, you must make a wish..very 'chun' 1..
person 2: izzit?? why i never heard about it?? ok nevermind this will motivate me to open my eye to see whether we reach the top onot so that i can make wish...
person 1: serious? ok then u tell me when we reach so that i can make wish too
person 2: ok..i'll just tap your hand lightly then you can straight make the wish & i oso can do it at the same time..2nd tap means it;s over..
**1st round**
**2nd round**
**3rd round**
**4th round** and so over and over again the wish is make...

people praised this four petals leave as lucky charm as they were hard to be found and was praised that it will bring good luck...but none in my life i ever found it or i ever believe in it....

first time, second time, third time...
wishes were made...
but granted or not, i guessed not...
probably im not sincere enough, probably it doesnt exist at all...
it is all for pure self-entertainment..pure self-satisfaction..
i remembered when i was Four 5, everyday on my way to school, the radio will sure aired any song by BLUE coz they were the idol of the time that moment..but if one day i din heard it,my mood sure become bad coz i believed it was a bad day...
and when i have crush on a guy during my alpha year, i'll be so happy if i saw him in campus because i purely believe it is my lucky day..
funny right?? this is human...
and i totally hates it when i get deja-vu....
it never fails to give an eerie feelings...
after blabbling for so long, i actually have no idea what im trying to express..
just merely PMS-ing at the fact that i din get what i want though i gotten a lot from it..
un-grateful human creature...that;s me...
actually i a bit unhappy because i saw taulee said that he had a bad year so he wanted the 2009 to come faster..and so i replied :-

"yeah me too..i wan the time to faster turned to Dec 31,2008 23.59pm so that i can shout-out loud 'BYE-BYE HELL & HELLO HEAVEN"

imma shout it out so that the good luck notice me and come to me & the bad luck to be scared of me and get the hell away from me..im using 'lion dance' principle...haha

p/s: i'm screwed..tomorrow got work and yet im here blogging coz i dun feel like sleeping at all
p/s2: damn hot..rain??where are you...
p/s3: im suppose to blog about my new baby om but i forgot to take out the picture from my phone & im at karlai's house on9[my new place haven't got the freaking internet fixed],thus i cant blog on that...
p/s4: i have to many thing i wanna blog coz im treating this like a diary & to share opinion and idea...
p/s5: sucks..i cant choose between
i.room
ii.shopaholic
iii.new baby
iv. duties
v. etc...
p/s6: i promised, last one..i seriously turning into an old woman...freaking auntie..even noted fashion like those working adult...k*&@%^( betul...



5 comments :

  1. Hi there.

    Don't get influenced too much by my post. Life still goes on no matter how harsh it is treating you. That's really a process of growing up.


    As for me, to have hopes is always a good thing instead of not having anything. At least it motivates you to move forward. If the wishes are granted then we are lucky enough. Take that as a bonus. If they are not granted, then it's not because you are not sincere. Nothing comes free I think.

    As for 2009, it's good to have hopes. But, afterall it's just a change of figure from 2008 to 2009. What really matters is how you look at things. If you decided to change, then things will for sure turn out better. So, do look at the bright side.


    I hope my comment doesn't demoralise you. I just woke up from sleep and came online. It's another long day for me to spend with notes. Whatever it is, the most important thing is to live each day happily. Whatever it is, if you are unhappy, life still goes on. As what people usually said, choose to be happy.

    I can't do much for you. But you know you can always confront me to share with me anything. Hehe.

    Have a nice working week ahead. Anticipate for me to come back alright?

    Haha. Suddenly I become so sophisticated. Unbelievable. Probably I grew up after living in such a harsh environment for 9 months.

    Cheers,
    TauLee

    P/S: Thanks for promoting my blog.

    P/P/S: Don't get demoralised by my comment. Always look at the bright side. No one changes your views except yourself! (^.^)

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  2. [taulee]
    waa...i thought my post is long enuf..sekali,dia punya comment is long too...

    yeah, i know it is for we perceived the life that counts..like i said,i dun even knw the reason i type that thing..likeno motive oso..simply type oni..haha

    suddenly my english become like pasar type..early morning i oredy made mistake..hate to make mistake..

    it is not just a figure..it is a new year with more resolution,more hopes n etc..like u said, hopes is like bonus..

    p/s: i need promote my blog to coz i got nuffnang...haha..

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  3. I think my comment can be a post in my blog already lor. Haha.

    Your blog got $$$ ma. But not mine. I didn't sign up for that.

    Oii. No need to work ah you. Play with blog somemore. Haha. English? It's okay to make mistake and you can learn from it what. Afterall, it doesn't count into your exam. That one probably can't make mistakes la.

    Hehe. I updated my blog too! But just a short post!

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  4. [taulee]
    yalah..copy n paste & make it a post better..haha...

    ig i got money can belanja u teh-o-ais at railway dy u knw....

    work oso must play..it is important to balance up that two for good mental development...u oso no need study ar?? :P

    i checked your blog dy...

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  5. hmm...

    i'd gone through all tat 'silly' things too, haha!

    But i always believe things will happen when u believe it sincerely. Nvr beLIEve if u think lie is included:)

    always think on the positive side,adjust ur mindset and Cheers for it yea^^

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