wee morning~

i do realised that i developed a habit of updating my blog during this hours...even worse there are posts that were put up during 4am in the morning...i've been wondering why too..maybe because i tend to have sleepless night..karlai said that i have weird weird habits & preference [eg bitting my lip] but well that;s what makes a person different from another person right?

taulee asked me to update my blog to keep him entertain by reading my stuff..izzit because i alwaz post random stuff & alwaz post a super duper long thing for you to read?? i DID NOT update juz for him k?i need a break awhile~my lip is in pain after hours of bitting it..& not to mention, red swollen..

well what i wan update 2day?maybe juz some random stuff...

lets start with me picking my daddy,mommy & bro that juz arrived from their trips to bangkok..hantu,tak pasal pasal kena marah...din said need two cars to fetch them..how i am i supposed 2 know that you need to send people home?alamak..wake up for nothing but kena marah...really beh tahan...next time dun ask me pick u guys dy..go ask someone else...dah lah tak dapat pergi main, kena marah lagi lepas tu, souvenir pun takde berapa..juz 2 tshirt & an elephant keychain..not to mention my 3rd elephant keychain in collection...but seems like they have a lot fun there so forgive them....as long as they happy,im happy too....but they make me wanna go there so much...but i spend too much $$$ on other thing so i think bangkok trip is faraway from me...unless dad wanna sponsor me..

2nd, im waiting for my baby to arrive...then im gonna have a lot to update...make my time management sucks like hell coz im waiting for it...my baby~~

3rd..hmmmmmmmmmmm
oh ya regarding the moot court..damn now oni i realised it is gonna be in dwi language meaning english & BM sekali..depend on your luck to present case in which language....s***...gotta go find my BM textbook...long time din use proper BM dy la,how am i supposed to argue & debate in english...later all the 'celaka' come out...

4th i suddenly remember 1 thing as im typing about my weird preference earlier...actually i come across a person asking another person why i choose such a path[ i dunno another better word to describe it] wen i knw such path will lead me to pain & hurt and can i say darkness...well i'll be using metafora here to explain..it is easy...coffee is bitter,tea is slightly bitter...some people choose to drink coffee and some chose tea..even some will go for cocoa...those who choose coffee might like it black, some put milk,some puts sugar....
each person varies according to their taste... equally i prefer this kind of 'coffee' so no matter how bitter it is i still have to drink it because i picked it...some people juz like it the way it is despite of the bitterness..you cant exactly say people have wrong taste do you?? you only can say that they have different sense of taste from you..
as for me,i chose to drink that type of drink & i have to endure the taste be it bitter, sour or wat-so-ever..that;s life...if you wan tea,then u make your choice...for good or worse,after you taste it wif a sip then only you'll know whether you like it or not..if good, you continue drinkin & enjoy the taste of the drink .. if not, you might as well get another cup that suits u... but in the end of the day, whether you like or not, you still might go for another cup..then it is up to you whether to choose the same bitter drink that you've the last time or go for new taste....
my 1st cup,probably i was too eager to drink it therefore i burnt my tongue with the temperature of water..or i probably din realised that i din put in enough sugar..cant exactly said i ordered wrong since i was given time at the counter to make my mind up..the pain & the bitterness will soon go away after awhile~it alwaz does..some might even continue drinkin despite of the burn..for them it worths~if the pain doesnt go away, go get a doc..haha ok that wasnt the point..but what i meant was i make my choice & i have to pay for it whether i like it or not...about the cup of coffee & tea, if you cant understand then i cant explain further too...

so the lesson is slowly pick your choice at the counter so that you dun regret.. but dun take too long coz the drink that you wan probably will end up at some1 else hand..


well, i actually do miss my coffee...i mean the real coffee...i used to have serious addiction towards coffee..well my family does..until my dad pretty much cant drink too much & my grandma passed away...no one ever can make nice coffee anymore...i wan drink those pure thich handmade coffee....it has such a soothing effect..nowadays i only can have coffee wen i go oldtown to drink white coffee..or nanyang cafe..other place doesnt really serve nice coffee..not even starbucks coz too expensive..haha..