Because i want to be different my life, i wrecked my life. Because i wanted to be filial, i didnt make a choice. And i was unhappy. And im living a life. Because my fate to became a solidatary, i live a lonely life and i prepared to be alone for the rest of the time. Because i did not want to make decision, because it is easy to live with others say. But im not living my own life. Im living their life. A life i want is a life that others telling me not to do because they knew it better than me.
I want to make a decision for my own life. But they tell me to consider about my parents. So should i just give up everything, live the life they want? They said i should be responsible about my life. That i should take responsibility to my parents. Which i know and i am trying hard.
But im not happy. And im not willing to live other people life. But they tell me thats life.to give up freedom for other greater thing. Dont tell know i cant be happy and that you die from unhappiness.
Maybe you wont die if you strong enough. Maybe its just life decision everyone MAKE. Maybe i just didnt know how to make decision. Maybe i should prioritize. Make my parents and their happiness over my own childish dream.
Maybe i will be happier living their life knowing i dont have to make a decision. Like i did all this while
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