ominous

i get this rather ominous feelings about this..i dont know, it just feels wrong..
i think it is more than a dead fish in the aquarium..im talking about a a clean aquarium from the outside look but when you opened the lid, it is more than that. the fishes were dead and the water getting murkier..

thats what i feel recently..especially this week. and i know im not happy about it. i can patience about a lot of things but words' selection is important..and he used a rather harsh word. and i wont tolerate it..i might for now. but the word wont go away from my head and i DEFINITELY wont forget it..

waiting for the time.