single me

i really hate it when people challenging me or what people called "hurting pride"..i was honestly a bit hurt by those words. im trying to do good here, trying hard really hard proving it to myself that it is really ok. but words just proved me wrong. at least their words do so.

are we living in a hard cold world that i cant be 24-soon-to-be-25 and still single?

why does everyone just have to slapped those hard word to my face?

CY asked me when am i going married? she should know it better that im still single..and she said im just looking too high. and guess what i replied? "then should i look lower? i might ended up getting someone shorter than me.." puns intended

and stop asking me why i'm still single. if i got the answer, i wouldnt be single. but im guessing;

1. im too hard to get, as to them. i dont know. some people told me i look superior. it is bad enough with me feeling inferior all the times and to add salt to the wound, they feels im more superior..wtf?

2. im not mixing around. those that i know, i knew them since like centuries ago..

3. i really need help..haha

so just stop ok. or ask the god why instead of asking me. better still, introduce me to someone..end