the O me

when they said Blood type #O kinda person is the most optimistic as compared to the other blood types, i think they must have left me out in the cold or i had the blood test wrongly. somehow, i am pretty sure that i am the LEAST optimistic person among all those people i know. i constantly worrying and thinking about any solution if something goes wrong. and things ALWAYS go wrong.


and i hate it the most when i have to make life-decision because i am quite sure i am not capable of making a good decision that i will be satisfied. even worse, i am scared of taking the first step. to add salt to the wound, me the 'O' would not ask for help because i 'believe' i can take care of it. but lets face it. if i can, i would be long gone, instead of here typing all this.

seriously, the problem is not i dont have money to move to somewhere better but i dont want to stay in the same place either.
the second problem is im jobless and i need a job, fast. but i dont want ended slaving myself to work and to some bad-ass boss.

now tell me how to choose and how to make a good decision. this is not leader 'O'..

p.s: this post just proved I AM NOT OPTIMISTIC AT ALL.....>.<