wreck~

she is correct, i think.
they are correct too..
and im the one do wrong here.
im stubborn.
unwillingly holding on to something that has gone for so long.
every little things that connect us has long gone.
gone like the sand in the clock.
even the pain has subdued yet im still treating the wound.

i never thought after 2 years i still have such thought.
tried to let go but ended up going back to where it comforts.
unwillingly to take risk.
unlike me.
i tried to accept another but there was never ever anything.
the reigning king cannot be defeated.
but the king himself let go of the position.
or more like the king got himself another queen.

but it is ok.
now 2years counting.
im out.
i aint gonna hold back again.
i realized i wasted my youth for nothing.
for something that not worth my life crying over.
im gonna find someone who loves me the way i was once, for you.
like i once said
"even the god's will, we will never cross path again"
if the god want to play with me, i will just be Lucifer.
i dont mind being the broken angel.
im messed up deep inside.
i know myself better than others.
and i dont need others to judge me.
i done no wrong to anyone,
nobody but myself.

it is time to do me right.
love me baby, for who i am.
because i know im worth your everything.