it is so real~

before this, i blogged about how i dreamed that i ran-over dogs..
seriously, maybe recently i am going through some ups and downs and some emotional unbalanced..the dream that i had the day before and this morning is so freaking feel real..to the extent im really scared of it...

the 1st dream that i had was a happy one or at least it what i wanted the most now, selfishly wanted it..but in reality im not sure i will even ask for it...but it felt so real that when i woke up i was so scared because it was something that i dont even dare to ask..

2nd was a pathetic sad one..it is almost the truth and yet when i dreamed of it, i feel the pain and hurt and i cried in my sleep because it was so excruciating pain that i unable to bear it..but i was wondering why the pain is there when it is the truth...what i dreamed of is a truth that i acknowledge and accepted..yet the pain is there...

ps: lesson of the night, wash your leg before you go to bed....=,=