i super stressed out now, juz like the the comic below....everytime, no fail, when it comes to time like this, im sure stressed til i feel like wanna cry and wanna black-out til never come back...im wasting my time but im in no mood to study...stressed yet there is nothing to de-stressed..no motivation, no problem-solving method..can only continue stress til it ends
every semester i think i will be this messed out like this...all because of the final exam..i hate study, i hate memorizing and i hate do notes...i loves to read..i can read but i dont like the burden of reading to memorize it for exam..i hate forcing myself to memorize everything i read knowing the fact that i will forget in the exam hall..so why the hell i want to memorize it..but i have to because im a freaking law student and everything in the subjects required the students to memorize..or else you can come out from the hall with blank paper because there is nothing else to write..you cant calculate, you cant crap, you can only write out what you memorize....
but i realized one thing during exam..i love to take a long long time in bathroom and shower....extra long..longer than usual...i have no idea why but then i just like to go bath and took off some time...guess i found the peace and serenity in the falling drop from the faucet...relaxing, to some points...
luckily im not being provided with the comfort of a bathtub or else, i think i wont ever come out from it...the joy of soaking in the hot water during cool day and the icyness of the cool water during the hot day....with shower, i already took quite some time...on normal days, i only spend time do full body scrub when there is special occassion or twice a month....but during exam i think i can do it everyday....everytime shower, i feel like taking out all the best body care and hair care product that i have and used it...
if and if only i can just soak and do nothing inside that is better...obviously no stress...but the reality is not...i have exam and im super stress..guess i spend my sweet time in shower because it was the only time, beside sleep and eat, that i can get away from the books or at least not thinking about the exam....even sleep, i still worried that i will fail...i cant afford to fail any subject that this rate....not at all.....
gotta stress for another 3 weeks..then i can have a 2 weeks of total boredom because im back to stuck in deadly segamat...anyone up for a vacation???
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