im on it again~~

wtf???wth......argh...*muffled screams in my brain**it's 3.34am for god's sake...A.M......
and im still high on alert...eyes not closing but my brain is losing it...im serious...

i had no idea what keep's me up...
definitely not my normal insomnia because that is caused by my really active, non-use thinking before hitting the snooze...
i know im definitely not thinking anything but plain "i wan sleep" but it has been the 3rd day im not sleeping...& i have been on for more than 24 hours...
maybe because of the stuffiness in my room, or the heat or the constact sticky feeling...
maybe because of the tea i had..but it was never a problem..
i even go for yoga today, a routine that i have skipped for more than a week...
maybe im hungry but im not feeding myself..
definitely not because of the New Moon though im already half-way through it...i thought i will help me zzz but it din..my eyes still bright like sun..big as ever...

i almost digusted myself with my own thought the moment i stepped out of my room trying to get shower for 198467 times and brush teeth because i feel the need to do...it is the scent from outside...something that i missed..something from the past...now im thinking...*shakes head vigarously*

I NEED SLEEP....
damn..im sleeping so well at home..all thanks to the air-con...