gratefulness///

sometimes i really think i'm a burden to my parents. Because of me they have been going through a lot of silly and crazy things..imagine your daughter asking for tattoo, more than 2 piercing on her single earlobe, motor when she obviously do not own even a L license..but what can they do when their this daughter is more rebellious than the other 2 daughter and way rebellious than the small son..but the son is small..

for me, they tried hard to make my life better..getting me a motor for my convenience to school for tuition but i ended up driving it around without license..they got me a laptop when im in form 4 but the laptop end up completely useless thing because of my contant switching it on despite thunder and heavy rain..they got me a car on my first year in University but it got bang in accident when i first drive it to malacca...

but all i do is whine and make noise that everything was not perfect enough for me..i repay them but not doing so good in exam..i skipped class and spend money like water..and they never said anything..all they want to do is to brag that their daughter is a Law student..but what they did not realise is that MMU 's law degree has no approval and their daughter has no passion in whatsoever law..

and grew up in a traditional and classic chinese family, we do not hug or kiss each other like the Westener..nor do we have the guts to say I Love You to our family face to face...but i really wish one day i could threw away my pride and hug them and said thank you to them...im working on it..i already could cry and share my problem with my mom..and i just said a LOUD thank you to my dad because of what he just told me that he did for me...

im buying present for all my family member but i never knew what to buy for my dad..any idea??though the money still from me..but it is all heart that matter..haha

p/s: i did give him angpau from my first paycheck from my training... =)