bride wars~

well im way behind my post... :p
but then i guess it is ok because i can catch up with posting several posts per day...
& make my reader go crazy with my frequent posts..
haha...*evil laughs*

well, after chinese new year breaks, all of us are back to normal life...
well to me it wasnt really that normal because it practically means i gotta mentally prepared myself to go back to campus...
place that i dreaded this days but i guess i just have to face it sooner or later so why not make it earlier and get gone with it..

anyway, back to topic..catches up with everyone else...presentation and stuff...went and have lotsa fun which i will post another post once i finished editing the pictures...a few of us surprisingly get together and went and watched BRIDE WARS..starring Kate Hudson and Anne Hathaway...halfway watching suddenly HL turned to me asked me "it makes you wanna get married right??" to me..i know what she mean..one the way back they again asked me to get married fast so that they can be the bride jimuis.. -___-||| all i can answer them is " i wanna get married too..but no one wanna marry me.."

for the past few months since you-know-when, i've been blabbering about how i wanna get married soon..i know it makes me sound desperate for man but it wasnt like that..it is just im a little tired of holding the whole globe on my shoulder..i need someone that i can lean on and a person who can offer me hugs when i needed it..someone who can PERMANENTLY offer the comfort and shoulder to cry on...

i realized one thing during my attachment period..no matter how rich you are, in the end of the day if you got nobody to share with you, those means nothing..it is like having everything in the world, there is nothing you cant buy anymore..having it all, yet all you cant have is the one thing you want and it has no price tag on it..im not sure whether i posted this before or not, but during one of the good day during my attachment i was compliment by my boss for doing a splendid work...but i got no one to share with...it feels so lonely then..suddenly im scared of being lonely..being alone used to give me comfort but it does not anymore..

the feeling of wanting to get married submerged again when KL suggested me to watch 27 dresses..seriously it sucks because it makes me wants to get married soon..haha i'm pathetic didn't i? the feeling of walking down the aisle just awed me..though im not christian and no way i cant do that unless i married a christian then only i can have aisle..

but when watching that part, the aisle part give me this feelings:

for man : once the door open, the sunlight blinding your eyes..watching your bride-to-be being led down the aisle by her father that feels like a messenger sending an angel from heaven to you..it is true that your bride is the prettiest when she walks to you..with every step, she is that one step closer to you...making you beem with happiness that this angel's is yours to keep and to make her happy..your one and only.

for woman : walking down the aisle being led by your father is like walking down the memory lane..i believe by then all the memories will find its way to seeps in to your mind..how you met, how you know each other, each and every argument, anniversaries and moments together will be like waves crushing back to the beach..tears dropped as you come to realize the one man that you cant live without..the one man that makes you cry but yet you wanted to be his..his one and only..

for on-lookers: you will soon realise the beauty of marriage..watching how to different person has come to each other..one from each of the side have manage to cross the path and comes to each other arms..hand in hand they face the pastor to get the God's approval...you will too wanting the day that belong to you and for your one and only..to face the world together like me..

but many will have different thought on marriage and yes not all marriage led to happiness, i know...all i can said it is all FATE & DESTINY...for one person, she told me she just wanna have bachelorette's night for her to enjoy her last day as single to the max...she dun mind her husband to be have bachelor's night as well... -___-|||