bad mood & insanity

this is super bad day...unpleasant day...during dinner, mood meter was already dropped to -10...

then memang a bit angry already at one of the neighbours since the 1st day of CNY because he always play the 'mercun' at 12am...starting from 12am only he let his son, that small son play until 2 or 3am..CNY, you wanna play mercun, fine im ok with it..but not until that late..people need to sleep also..

then today saw his son playing again with him standing nearby...and throw it near my mom's car..of course it is very near only i will make noise if not, i won't be that free to make a scene there..think i got nothing better to do that talk to them??

then mom kinda tell him not to do that la,to the father..then the crazy man starts scolding, said don't just because we are rich, we can simply scold people...think we are rich so that we can 'langsi' etc....then mom said she didnt mean so, only wanna ask him to becareful but he continued scolding...i pulled mom away and we drove away because we are on the way to visit people...he continue scolding until his son said "pa,dont scold anymore"....

1st of all, we are not rich...2nd,we only meant good because we afraid it will kena the engine and god knows what will happen..[prevent before it happen, OK??] 3rd,hello.. your small son also know what should be do la...when people tells you we dont want argue, we mean it..

but then we came home,he still scolding there..this time my eldest bro in law is talking to him the 'gangster' way...u know what i mean la...drinking over beer and try to make some sense with words..things that i dun think i will able to learn....

after awhile, bro in law came in and asked us not to make him angry anymore because he is definitely high on 'u know what'....people like this cant think correctly already because the brain is damaged...

and i was thinking 'so just because he is crazy and took xxxx, we should tolerate everything??' just let him do whatever he want?? impossible right?? but then bro in law said he got samurai sword ready in his car...WTF?? then just have to give in la since none of us wanna die early...but im not satisfied...how can we just let him do whatever he want?? he is the one that is not happy with us..he have grudges on my family who been stupidly tolerate everything..he even said my mom scolded his mom...WTF?? i dont remember my mom will scold anyone beside me and my siblings lo...bro in law also got said he been looking for chance to cari gaduh...so we fell into his trap.if it doesnt happen today, tommorrow will also happen....

totally WTF?????????

he is the one looking for fight and we are the one to be blame?..bro in law keep asking us not to cari pasal anymore because he is definitely crazy already...his wife couldnt go anything..

this is why i always against those who take drug..dont say other people, that day i went back my mom's hometown also i buat dunno with my cousin..if you are smart then you know why..if you don;t then i cant help..but i really anti-drug..they make people go crazy and do crazy thing..menyusahkan mak bapa and jiran...how can they teach their child to be a good person if they themselves is like that??some more want to kill people just because they "bohsong" with that person and we should keep our mouth sealed because we dun wanna get kill?? what kind of life is this?? he is gonna be my neighbour for who know how long and im gonna stay here for god-know-how-long and i need to tolerate all that unreasonable thing?? and my stupid mouth that dont know how to keep quiet???

this is why this world is going to be gone one day because of all this stupid people...and i cant believe 'keng sou' with beer can settle everything..that some more is because my bro in law dont smoke or take xxxx..if he do,then lagi easy izzit??just share the common thing and things is settle just like that??...i seriously cant live in this type of world because people like me dont know how to pusing things, only know straight line..so very easy to make people angry....gangster or should i call them "people who think they are bigger than everyone just because they dont scare of anything and took xxxx"...one word to describe them 'STUPID'......

this is when the 'langsi' me comes out because i will make one statement..

this is why we go to school..so that we know how to think..this kinf of people dont know who to used their brain to think and those who decided to spoil their life for something that is not worth it..yeah,i might die much earlier but at least to my son and daughter[*if i have one], i was killed rather than i was the one to kill people and appear in newspaper[*touchwood]...

p/s: i totallty broke my no-cursing@cussing new year resolution... and i cant type correct english anymore because im too pxxsed off....

p/s 2 : shud i get a person who can do well in "keng sou" by my side??so that whenever i accidentally make people angry, he can settle it for me??