harsh cold cruel reality..

this is the world we live in....there are times where we must face the cruel reality that though it hurt, though it kills...sometimes we just have to deal with it as it is LIFE..you just wished you died from it but you don't...

early morning, sleepiness & tiresome really preventing me from waking up as i only slept for a few hours starting from 4-3o am and barely 3 1/2 hours, i have to wake up & get ready...this is cruel life for me..

sleepy as well, drove all the way to court to meet the bailiff, my Supervisor, LA and Su Mui....
walking up and down and waiting for the procedure to be cleared & permitted by the court..
then off we go to the 'x' place...

the last time i was here was Christmas' eve and i only stopped by to pick Jolene once..since then i never came here..full of nostalgic.. but then that was not the point...

the place is all in festive season..obviously all the decor for christmas can be seen here & there..the christmas aura is everywhere..festive season is the event that everyone looking forward every year..be it we are in poor, be it we are in complete unstable status, festive season like this is what we always looking for each year...why?? simply because the atmosphere for the festive season itself enoughto bring us the slight happiness and joy eg people all complaining that their money is not enough but they willing to spend on buying the dried meat[real example]..thus, though in vain yet we still celebrate festive season for the fact that it doesnt not only marks the end of a year be it good or bad but it also marks the beginning of new year and wishing that it will be a good year[ yeah im the one wishing hardly for that]..

but we are not here for the celebration, we are here to execute an order from court to get the owner off the house...yeah this is harsh reality that we have to stop them from celebrating the festive season this year in their house...the cold reality is that i even witnessed a funeral..and yet here i am standing in front of the gate waiting for the locksmith to come & unlock the lock...putting on the order documents from court, it looks like an innocent act but the fact is that we are chasing them out of the house for the debt..

even worse, the person seeking to take the house away from them is their siblings...the house is not even a big or grand house..it just merely a wooden broken house...and this is not the first time i heard about siblings arguing over the family property..[for god sake, i;ve told my mom that i have no interest or what-so-ever on our family property..she can give it to the rest of my siblings..all they need to do is pay for my education and im off...i mean, the property value is not even a lot..just the tiny figure./.it is not like it is billion or million that if you get the share, you don't need to work for your whole life...but this is reality...[

real life that sometime it is cruel and harsh to the human beings..

but the God have a special ways of dealing with things..comes along with all this harshness and cruelty, good things still exist...the neighbour actually offered us to stand inside of their house as outside the sun is soaring hot..you'll feel the warmth welcome by them if you visit them which is good for the tourism...

this is one special day to me because in one day starting from 12am i have mixed feelings due all the things happening to me...gotta handle it good or else i might just burst...