real updates~

well..life been a bit hectic dis few weeks...well it has been hectic since a few months ago izzitnit??

haha..well...life is on the moving circle..there were ups & downs so i guess i was at the down at this moment...couldnt complain much since wen you are downs, there were only ups left..cant go any down-er..okok im not here to talk abt life...im here to update...

been having my study week, final exam and currently attachment....so we'll go 1 by 1..

study week
nothing much beside you know resting & playing at home...& get myself a toy that i called it my baby om..promise will update further wif dat later...

final week
hectic, stressful, breakdown etc...to those who following my updates know that i actually have a serious breakdown due to many reason....

i have become a person who im not in the past..in the past, i never ever will let myself down for academic reason..reason is becoz i never let myself down in midterm nor assignment that i actually have confidence in passing my subject..but not this time..i seriously breakdown becoz i totally have the feeling i'll fail my subject & i dun wan that too happen..and i actually din sleep at all on the day before exam trying to finish reading..note that word is READING..

god,im so lack of attention & attitude to study...& wen you are down, everything seems to come back at you to make you more down...all the relationship thingy, the friends-problem thingy, the family thingy and the academic as well....& anything seem so annoying at that moment..

but im glad it is over for now...

after the exam, we have some fun here & there before evy1 go back for sem break & attachment..there is wen i get left alone in boring melaka...


do a lil cathing up wif all the movies, drama & stuff...so you can actually see a person playing game there..you din see me because im catchin up wif the very needed zzz..haha there is another pic of another person wif initial K but i think she'll kill me if i upload the pic here..

well actually this was taken when we have a day break from exam..not really exam over but we treat it as if we finish exam..


still can cam-whoring wif my baby..plz plz ignore the puffy eye & the uglyness..this two is taken wen i din zzz at nite..like they said, i turned into a total aunty wen i din get my sleep..

and right after the exam, beside catching back all the sleep, this is wat we did....


saw the food & the game?? they taught me how to play mahjong & i guess i got a lil addicted... the food were from jonker..we went there & bought a lot of foods...


this is another game..poker..from poker you can play tons of card game...& we actually have UNO as well but i din took picture becoz well i dunno..i juz din took any pic..i guess i was too into doing watever i was doin...i oso forgot to take pic wen we went jonker...


you saw the game..now you saw the punishment...we don;t gamble..we are nice girls...at least i am...

well it is not wat you think it is...it is a very good thing for your body.....

tang tang tang...it is WONG LOU KAT....yaya that bitter drink..this is pure 1 kay??bought from the old uncle at jonker...dat little amount [ 1 spoon] that actually make you make funny face...but actually they were nothing to me...they think im weird too when i said it is sweet after it goes down your throat...

well then we went McD at ayer keroh for the last time for the comin 4 months..well it is for them..im still at mlc so i doubt dat i wun go there for the next 4months...it is impossible..

then we saidour farewell....nobody can guarantee anything after the 4 months...

attachment
well i thought it would sucks to the max but i guess it wasnt....evyday i was looking forward to work though i practically have to sleep at 11pm and wake up at 7.30am, get stuck in traffic for 1/2hrs then only can reach home then stay in office til 5.30 smtg..then stuck in traffic for another 1/2hrs then only reach my house....

the part i hated the most..wen i reach home..coz there is when i seriously feel lonely..this is where the new me emerged again..i WAS never afraid of lonely..in the matter of fact, i will be glad if some1 leave me alone for sake of peaceful & quietness..but not now...reason: i dunno...i dunno why suddenly i becoming like this...i guess it was the changes that i need...& i juz realized im juz as weak as any other person..i hate that part..nevermind skip this boring topic..

well basically this is how i look wen i go work..ignore the messiness because this was taken on the day i was on my usual 'sleepless' night, afterwork & driving all the way back to segamat after work..so im a bit worn-out wif the messy hair..will take a better pic wen im all ready for dress up..haha

well that;s all for now..im moving soon so i will update on that as well as my new baby...probably will have more to update since my planner is a bit full wif activity that i can update...11pm dy...almost time to sleep for tomorrow work~~~~