memories: friendship

this past few days, it seems that i keep 'emo-ing' due to many reasons..one of it is because of friendship...chatted wif huiling & xiao hui about this too..not only me missing the old times that we had, they too, missed it...

once upon a time, 7/8 girls & 1 guy alwaz spending time together..movies,dinner...

once upon a time, 3 girls & 1 guy too, goin classes, lunches, dinners, suppers...

once upon a time, one whole bunch of people making noise in a restaurant after the final paper..commenting on how hard is the paper...

once upon a time, 2 girls that know that they come from different world & have different thinking & yet they clicked & can sit at the swimming pool side & chat about evything....

and yet now?? all this is only 'once upon a time'..all this are gone & can never be retreat back no matter what u would give up for it....time passed,people changes & everything is no longer that perfect..no longer be what they used to be...

if u ask me what is the reason those people are no longer friends & close to each other like they used to be??..the only answer you likely to get from me is only silence & a small smile...coz i myself have no idea why...

me too been searching for the answer & yet sometime you rather dunno the answer and therefore you hurt less in the process..let's juz move on..

what i regret is that now all that left is memories in my heart..& there is no prove of this friendship..blaming that we never once thought that such things will happen & therefore, none of us insisted to take pictures..

that;s human..we tends to take things for granted..i almost lost another friendship again recently...& luckily enough we been through all this & matured enough to handle it the good way therefore we still remained friends..

i know some people do not believe this but i do:

we,human met each other for some reason..
there are billions,trillions,zillions of human being in this world...
why you and me come across each other path & can be friend..
if not because of fate, you and me can be sitting next to each other in cinema & yet are strangers to each other....
that's why i treasured all relationship in my life....cause it is not easy for you & me to come across each other & some more be friend...

done with the 'emo-ing'...gotta go zzz...