***TIRED***
that is all needed to explain my feeling & situation now...
despite of the good condition & the nice people around me that is guiding me..for some reason i still feel exhausted..i started to wonder does this really suit me?? did i make the wrong decision afterall?? or maybe it is only because of THIS work makes me feel so...i dunno..i really dunno...im having hard time waiting 5pm everyday..even though i only 'worked' for 2 days...
can i continue on like that??
will i able to survive through??
will my boss give me something else to do??
only GOD & my boss have the answer for it~
i think the people around me start to realized that they forced me to make a decision that i'm not happy to do~
they start to feel something is doing on with me~
well, lets hope they din realized that this is the reason..im typing here because none of them knew i have this blog..so the secret is safe wif you guys..haha
that is all needed to explain my feeling & situation now...
despite of the good condition & the nice people around me that is guiding me..for some reason i still feel exhausted..i started to wonder does this really suit me?? did i make the wrong decision afterall?? or maybe it is only because of THIS work makes me feel so...i dunno..i really dunno...im having hard time waiting 5pm everyday..even though i only 'worked' for 2 days...
can i continue on like that??
will i able to survive through??
will my boss give me something else to do??
only GOD & my boss have the answer for it~
i think the people around me start to realized that they forced me to make a decision that i'm not happy to do~
they start to feel something is doing on with me~
well, lets hope they din realized that this is the reason..im typing here because none of them knew i have this blog..so the secret is safe wif you guys..haha
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