lately, dad been a meanie to me..keep asking me to work..he even ask me go law firm to work for free...then ask me do my legal training in the firm too...
if i go there work & then big percentage i have to training there too..that is not what i wan..i din study freaking hard juz to get back in segamat..im not satisfied with this kind of life..so unfair..if i wanna just stay at segamat, then i can juz finish up my SPM, get a hubby & a baby then forever i'll be in segamat...why would i wanna break my brain & pull my hair evy seem cracking my head to study over the book for exam??
why dad is like this too??i thought only mum is like dat..trying hard to ties all her child in segamat..she succeeded in sis Li & sis Ping's case..but i cant let her win in my case...
안돼!!!!
i need to make decision fast...before they can do anything..need to find firm in KL or malacca as soon as possible...i'll go crazy if i stuck in segamat for almost 3 months during training...no entertainment beside tv & internet..no yamcha wif fren,no cinema, no place to hang most important nobody to talks to beside people that is totally out of my league.imagine life after work time is only go back home..although i did dream of this kind of life but not in segamat...not in a place where i can even watch my drama quietly without people making noise in the house..although there's free food [mum's cooking is the best & i can have soup everyday] free transport & free place 2 zzz....
im torn in between...im not strong willed enough to leave this place..part of me still depend on my family too much...i must make decision now...whether to live what i have dream of or live the life that my parents have plan for me..argh......im goin crazy.......somebody helps me!!!!!!!!!
im torn in between...im not strong willed enough to leave this place..part of me still depend on my family too much...i must make decision now...whether to live what i have dream of or live the life that my parents have plan for me..argh......im goin crazy.......somebody helps me!!!!!!!!!
It's not meaningless though. It's just something you would like to think about. Isn't it?
ReplyDeleteWhy your dad is asking you to work? Is it because of the holidays? Must be. You better make up your mind and decide where you wanna do yr 'training'. If in KL need to think where to stay as well. So wish you all the best and hope you will get a solution soon la.
Meanwhile do enjoy your holidays and I'm struggling. 3 more tests and final is coming in less than a month. Sigh..
Take care!
Cheers,
TL
dear...erm..i can understand u..working there during ur hol's doesnt mean anything..u can hv a prior experience aso...think abt it..
ReplyDeleteden faster ask ur sis confirm d work for u in kl..or not find one day u come down mlc to search for firm..or see how..
there is alwz a way when there is a will..i belive u can do so...